Dear ___
Dear J.
I remember when I was 12 and you were 13
We were dating I was innocent and you pushed me around and treated me like shit
When I turned 13 and you were turning 15 we were on and off
You took me to my first concert
I was excited yet...
You drank a bit ..
You made my lips touch yours grabbed the back of my head pulled my hair (I still have panic attacks when someone does that )
With you hands on my hips to keep me in place
You dragged your tongue on my neck
Your hands on my breasts as I said
NO
LET
ME
GO
we haven’t talked since then
Last summer : I’m turning 15 you’re turning 16
We were at a beach Party after one of our beach cleanups ?
Remember a month ago we became friends moved on ?
Remember when you told me to take a sip too ?
Said it would be fun ?
It tasted like shit yet I chugged the beer anyways .
Remember when you drank too much again ?
And started dancing a little too close to me ?
Remember when I said : “ get off I have a boyfriend remember?”
I guess you didn’t remember when you groped me again and tongued me
I guess you completely forgot when you tried to put your hands down my pants
I couldn’t get you off me , I was too tipsy
Thank god my cousins where there to save the day and pulled you off me.
You know you scared me .
You ruined me
To this day I feel ashamed
You did it twice like it was some sort of game
Are you satisfied?
Are you satisfied that my ex didn’t believe Me ?
Said I wanted it if I was too tipsy ?
My shrink says I’m emotionally scared or some shit
Nobody can touch me like that without me freaking out or crying
So thank you J. Really
Thank you for ruining me
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