So heartbroken

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Girls I’m so heavy-hearted and heart broken. The man I loved I found out was a totally different man. Yes he’s been changing for better but it doesn’t take away what type of man he was.. and possible may still be. I have no idea what to think or feel. I confront him with what I’ve found tomorrow morning. I wish I had a mother, sister, aunt or grandma to call.. I feel so lonely and so lost. I can’t even bring a tear no matter how hard I want it to come. What do I do