I decided to lose my virginity last night and to my surprise, although it wasn’t as painful as I was expecting, the mess was way more than I anticipated.

I bled to much that I had to take 3 showers in between because it got way too messy and it was making me uncomfortable. There was blood all over the white towels, white sheets and pillows.

I was so embarrassed by the mess that went and waited in the car while my partner checked out of the room and sorted out the bill.

The funny part was we didn’t think we were going to get the bond back but we did because we were honest about it. The staff member that checked the room couldn’t look my partner in the eyes when she came back down to finalize the checkout 😩