Okay so it's late and my anxiety is keeping me awake. All I can think about are the absolute most cringy and embarrassing things that have happened to me since childhood! Not just that these things were embarrassing, but the fact that if I add up together everything in my life, I feel as though I'm honestly the most weird and dramatic person alive! I won't even get into details about my personal embarrassing stories, but I'm wondering. Does anyone else have this kind of existential crisis? This is probably the deepest I've gone into my memory in my whole life, so it's not like everyday. But today I'm just like "why the f*** did I do 90% of the s*** i did!?!" Why why why can't I just be a semi normal average person who just goes about life without being so cringy?