I’m about to trip out

So I just had my baby 5 weeks ago and also have a 16 month old at home . My husband is also home as his work is seasonal and he is trying to find something. Can I just say I can’t wait until he does work because he doesn’t do shit! He makes my life harder. He doesn’t wash a bottle, barely changes a diaper unless it’s necessary and I’m not available. Now I just got back from my newborns appointment as he had RSV. And he tells me he is hungry and I need to make him dinner! I want to kill him.