My New Years resolutions

I’m not really into that new year new me crap. But here I go anyway. I know I’m late, but who cares. I know I’ll still struggle with this a lot, but it’s worth a shot of trying to change. Have been thinking about it since New Years and I don’t want to post it anywhere else but here because “anon” and I think these are my worst traits that need work.

So here they are.

1. I’m so tired of doubting myself to the point where I don’t even try. I need to have faith in myself, because I’ve seriously been lacking. I always think I’m not good enough, not smart enough because I struggle so much. This has to end or else I’m never going to move forward.

2. I need to stop feeling guilty for stepping back from situations that are toxic for me. I need to stop feeling like other people’s responsibilities are mine.

3. I need to fucking relax. For real.

4. Stop thinking so much about traumatic events and how they’ve affected me. I felt like I spent a year reflecting and realizing why I am the way I am. It is what it is, accept it and let it be. I turned out pretty alright, I still have all 10 digits and limbs so all must be well.

I think that’s it. Might add some as the year progresses. So cheers to *cringe* “new year new me.”