personal bf

so these are from august 2019 closer to when me & my bf started dating but i saw red flags and ignored them. now my notes are full of things like these. i live with him we’ve been dating a year, i have no way to leave right now because i’m an idiot and don’t have a car and my parents live in a dif state. idk what to do i’m literally going insane. everyday it gets worse. i think he’s talking to his ex again, actually i know he is i’m following my gut. we’ve been dating a year and he’s never posted a pic of me and i’ve met 0 of his friends. he’s always hiding his phone and laptop from me, but is constantly on them. he takes “poops” but brings his laptop and phone & takes hrs in there one time he brought a blanket. i went in there after him today and there was a towell on the ground and a hand towell on the bathtub almost like he was sitting on it jerking off for someone. the trust on my side is gone idk what to do