Set Aside

Okay I wasn’t going to come here to talk about this but I need to get it off my mind. I’m 17, and I feel so set aside. Every since I was a freshman ( I’m now a senior ) , I’ve been trying to make friends. I’m a kind person, I’ve made a few friends, but it’s like they’re my friend at one moment but if someone else comes around they’re their friend now.

I feel like I get no support. I do the most for people. I don’t have classes until later in the day so that’s when I go to school. I bring people food when they ask, I take people home, when people feel at their worst I’m who they talk to but they don’t do it in return for me. I’ve been trying to start my own business for the longest.

I’ve wanted to sell clothes & stuff but I was getting no support. I moved on to trying to sell these cute bracelets but it’s the same result but I support everyone else? I just feel like people use me and don’t care about me. It’s like they know I will do it and will never do it for me.

I want to be so successful and life but it’s like it gets harder everyday due to a lack in a support system. People don’t understand sometimes it just takes encouraging words. People do have to buy things from me. But I just want to know people are interested.

I go to college in August. I want to get involved, like join a team and a sorority. But what if I don’t make any friends there? I’ll be even more depressed and I don’t want that at all. I just need advice🤦🏽‍♀️.