is there different types of postpartum depression? i feel really sad and overwhelmed and i get these violent thoughts and dreams about hurting myself and i don’t know what to do, i love my daughter so much she brings me so much joy i love being a mom but i still feel so sad and like she’d be better off without me. i am only 20 and my bd is currently awaiting deportation and has been for the last 7 months so i’ve been doing this by myself for a while now and i am so stressed out i feel so alone i don’t know what to do 😔