I’m so TIRED and stressed DEPPRESED,

Makayla

I’m so tired idk what to do my babygirl was a premie she was born 4 weeks she’s doing great health wise now! I don’t know what to do tho I’ve been super stressed lately as I have major depression and anxiety disorder and ocd (I’m on meds) lately my boyfriends mental health has got bad he has anger issues and is finnaly seeking help and counseling and he got diagnosed bipolar. Recently his anger has been getting bad (not with me and our baby girl) he’s never been angry at all with us to us he’s a giant teddy bear and we love him soooo much!!! But it scares me sometimes cause I feel like he’s always thinking bad thoughts or he’s gonna snap and hurt us or himself (even tho that’s never happen it’s my anxiety over thinking) so I know this is mean but I feel scared leaving her alone with him until he finishes anger classes and gets use to new meds! (He feels bad but understands) the issue is I’m absolutely exashusted!!! I am too a point were I’m so tired I’m so sick and can’t sleep because I’m so over tired I cry all night get panic attacks all night trying to take care of baby while she screams all night and my parents and bf r just sleeping soundly! I get jealous!! But he just doesn’t wake up he try’s but his meds make him so tired he can’t wake up good and he can’t even hear her cry while hes asleep so I can’t even leave her alone anyways idk I’m tired