That made me really sad

I’ve been super emotional lately because I got on birth control and it made me violently sick where I puked every night until 4am so I stopped taking it and I’m going in next week to get something else. On and off birth control and then when I stopped it I got a period, so I’m aware that Im dramatic.

My mom is having surgery next Friday and she asked me 6 months ago if I would stay at her home with her the day after because the surgery she’s having is on her ear to repair hearing loss, and when your inner ear is messed with it makes you really sick and nauseas and dizzy and disoriented. She just wants me to be there in case she can’t get around. She’s been worried and anxious about this surgery for months. I’ve remembered that and knew it was coming.

Yesterday she called and called but I missed it so I tried to call her back but she didn’t answer. This was like at 10 pm last night and I fell asleep. I woke up to texts from her today she sent at 5am “I gotta talk to you about something really important.” So I call her and she’s at work and can’t talk. Then when I guess she got a moment she texted me this.

It makes me so freaking sad that she was panicking blowing up my phone thinking I forgot 😭😭😭