Story please help

Husband and I have been ttc for 6 months. I’m 8wks! Finally got my bfp mid Dec! I was so happy and I couldn’t wait for my pregnancy symptoms to happen to it could feel even more real. The first time I got morning sick it wasn’t bad, it would come and go and when it when it went away I’d want it back! (Silly, I know) that was my little reminder I was pregnant. Now I’m 8wks, my morning sickness has become very severe, I know there’s a word for women who throw up continuously but I throw up maybe 3 times a day at most. But when I do, it’s bad. My stomach will feel gooey for a few hrs, and painful, at first I thought Okay once I throw up, it’ll go away and I’ll feel better! Not the case. While throwing up I want to die. It’s so painful, after each time I get weak, freezing cold and sweats at the same time. I literally feel like I may be dying and I have to lay down for a little while. I feel I’m going to pass out. The aftermath of throwing up is the worse. I get flu like symptoms for a couple hrs after. I can usually handle pain well but this is too much. I haven’t been able to focus on my baby for weeks or be excited for it. I haven’t been keeping up with it like usual. I feel so guilty, I’ve even thought about if I want to follow through with the pregnancy. I can’t see my OBGYN for another week YES I’ve requested sooner because I feel this is an emergency. I’ve been to the ER they say it’s just normal, morning sickness. Anyone else have similar sickness stories? Please help please share...