Ttc for 3 years now. No positive results. Had just one positive pregnancy test that turned into a chemical pregnancy in May 2019. Got stressed. Thought of doing something else, a distraction was much needed. So, we bought a new house, got a puppy and also invited my mom to stay with us for 4 months. Now, Jan 2020 I really thought this was my month but no.

Today my husband noticed some pimples on my face which has always been a sign of Af showing up. I could see the disappointment on his face while playing with the dog. Suddenly he said ‘I want to hold my baby in my arms one day’. This really broke me. I couldn’t hold back my tears and came upstairs.

Doctor appointment on 30th Jan.