My baby is to perfect for the life I have to offer her. I work full time, I spend 2 hours with her on the evenings. And I get the weekends with her. Her father works 3 days a week. Only about 19 hours. Doesn’t watch her on the days he has off, so I have to wake up at 6 am leave by 630 to drive 40 mins away to my mothers for her to watch her. And then to work. My drive is 2 hours in total every day. I do as many duties around the house that I can in the time that I have that doesn’t effect my time with my baby. I stay as positive as I can all the time, so that my girl can be raised in a positive environment. Her dad works till 1 am only on one night and sad that affects the rest of his nights( cause now he stays up till 4 every morning) and this is why he can’t watch her. Tells me to put her on a different schedule. She goes to bed at 8 pm and wakes at 5 for a bottle. And then sleeps till about 630 7. But tells me it’s my fault she wakes up that early and if she slept till 730 he would watch her. Tells me EVERY man is this way. Says the “fuck” in every sentence two or three times. And no matter how many times I tel him he has to watch that in front of her. He won’t. Honestly my baby is to good to be saying FUCK FOR HER FIRST WORD! It’s trash. I’m trying to raise better then we were raised but he says she will be raised to HATE like he was. I’m crying my eyes out because she DOES NOT DESERVE THIS. SHE IS TO PERFECT AND INNOCENT. We have been together 9 years. I AM A LOVER DESPITE THE BULLSHIT I WENT THROUGH AS A CHILD. I stay positive. I am patient. She doesn’t deserve this. She deserves so much better. My fucking heart is breaking. He is 34 just now got his license because I HELPED HIM. But apparently I don’t do anything for him. I work my ass off and I’m trying to find a postion to work at home so I can be with my baby more. Curses God in front of her knowing I was born into religion. And I may have fallen off for a couple years but she has given me every reason to believe again. I wake up all night with her, wake up in the morning and my 10 11 pm I’m tired but I get screamed at for not staying up with him and being “nonexistent “ in his life???? She loves him so much. He is good when he is good.