It’s hard to explain but one moment I’ll be happy the next I’m having thoughts about death. I suffer from depression anxiety and ptsd but I’ve been doing very well. I’m 32 weeks and this just started happening. I was on meds before pregnancy and will go back on them after. I also have seen a therapist for years. I’m not sure if this is hormones or what but I just don’t feel ok. I’d never actually do anything to harm myself but these thoughts are near unbearable. I hope you guys don’t judge me. I want to be a good mom and know I can be but these thoughts have to stop.