Finding my Purpose

This is totally random, but certainly on my heart. What better way to vent than on an anonymous forum lol.

Here it goes. I don’t know if it’s my age, my lack of work experience, or just my current stance in life right now. I’ve spent majority of my life in school. My life has been centered around being an attorney and I can’t seem to pass the bar. It’s super embarrassing, discouraging, and awkward in one bite. I feel like I’m letting my family down. I can’t seem to keep my anxiety down when it’s time to focus. It’s like i can’t concentrate, i can’t retain information, i just can’t calm down.