im scared

so on new year's my ex (thought he was my boyfriend at the time) said he wanted to see me before he was shipped off to Germany, so i took a 3hr uber to get to his city. he actually tried to tell me that he may not be able to get to the hotel (i shoulda taken that as a sign) but he manages to meet me, and we had a great night (well 6 hours) until he had to leave claiming that he had to be back home, bc he had breakfast plans with his grandpa (again another sign i shoulda taken) but he leaves, and after that he unshares his location (yet another sign..) anyways fast forward to a week later, i decided to break up with him so that he wouldnt have any attachments since hes going outta the country and i want him to take every opportunity that life throws at him.. fast forward another 12 days and my period is late, im never late.. im gonna wait a little longer, but he made it very clear that he doesn't want anything to do with me anymore...