I'm sorry that your angry all the time. I feel like your mad at me because you only have an attitude with me and our mom. No one else. I'm sorry I don't know what to do to make you happy and enjoy my company. I try so hard to get you to like me. But in the end will it work?? I want us to be like other sisters. Or like Elsa and Anna from the frozen movie. I secretly cry inside when I watch the movies because I want us to be like that.

What happened to the old sister that used to be nice and play dolls with me?? I want to make you happy and like me. You used to be so nice.

But to be honest.. not that I think about it.....

Im tired of living in fear because you might yell or snap at me. I can't wait for the day I can move out and get a job. Im tired of being stressed out because of that. I'm getting stress gray hairs. I honestly am giving up on trying to get your approval. Im tired of taking care of your kids and playing with them constantly. When your on your phone talking to your Friends. I do agree you get to have a break. At times. But I feel like your not doing anything with them. I feel like I'm the mom. Me and our mom take them out to do stuff. I'm not saying your a bad mom. I'm just tired of all the stuff I have tried to do.