Postpartum or am I just having issues ?

Angel

So nothing irl but im having nightmare. Manly about my baby getting sick or dying. Last night from what can remember

I was watching her and she like got a third eye 👁 than it grew like the size (length) of squidwards nose and she was super sick and seizures and nothing I could do but when it came to me getting help she looked normal. But I keep having nightmares but they are like deformed or some crazy shit I woke up and texted my boyfriend saying I think imcursed , this isn’t new though when I was younger I had a nightmare that my father was cutting my little sister into pieces (dexter style) idk what’s wrong with my brain... idk what’s going on with me. But these are my “dreams” and lately it’s almost every night or even if I just nap it’s something fucked up.