Feel so alone

I am a stay at home to the most amazing 4 month old boy. I feel so lucky to be his mom. But lately I’ve been struggling.

My husband is very hands on and helps as much as he possibly can, he works a very demanding job that can sometimes keep him out of the house for 12 hours a day sometimes longer. So everything for the baby falls on me.

It’s very daunting to me that I feel like being a stay at home mom my sole purpose for being on this earth right now is to look at this baby. It is my responsibility to keep him fed, dry, everything! When he’s fussy or crying my husband tries so hard but most of the time it falls back on me.

I love my husband and I love my baby I would do anything for them and I wouldn’t want to be anywhere but right at home with my baby but it’s so lonely. I feel so alone in this whole situation.

Sorry for the long rant but I didn’t have anyone else or any place to vent all this. 💙