Gender Disappointed

When I was pregnant with my daughter I was so disappointed I wasn’t having a boy I was shocked at how legit sad I was! Now just found out I’m having another girl and I can’t help but feel the same way😩 I know it’s so dumb to feel like this and I should feel blessed and obviously the babies Health is the main priority but does anyone else feel like this?!?! Please tell me this is normal I feel so guilty for feeling like this but I can’t help it