Thanks for reading this.

I got pregnant at 17 with twins. Gave birth when I was 18. I'm now 19 with 1 year old identical twin boys. My husband was super shocked. He has never really liked babies, but he has been a great dad to our boys. I love him for that. I really want another baby, like so bad. But he doesn't. He is worried that we will end up having twins again, and like I said, he doesn't like babies. He likes kids. So it just hurts when strangers talk to us and tell us "now you have to try for the girl". Even our families say that. And I want another baby, even if it's another boy. Having twins again would be scary, not necessarily what I would want either, but I just really want another baby. We talk about it all of the time and sometimes it seems like it's not out of the question for us to try for another baby, but a lot of the time it does. I know it would be a lot, but my heart is so big and I have so much love to give. The only reason we aren't having another baby is basically because my husband said no. If he said we could start trying right now for another, I would 😂. I just have to get this all out because it makes me kind of emotional that we won't be welcoming anymore babies into our lives. Don't get me wrong, I love my twins with all of my heart. They are the best, most precious things ever. I just feel like our family is incomplete.