Today started out bad so I should have figured. My husband is away for 2 weeks for business and I am home with our 2 year old and our 6 week old. Today started with me waking up to my toddler standing in our living room yelling for daddy. I can't explain to her where he is so I didn't even try. But today was a series of fights and tantrums from my toddler which of course at the same time her sister would be crying needing to be feed. I think I ate once today. I broke down and gave her cereal for dinner cause cooking a meal was not going to happen without her following me around, clinging to me for me to pick her up. Of course after dinner was another melt down. I had enough and got the three of us in the tub together where I managed to strip off our pajamas from the night before that I never managed to get us out of during the day. Finally had about 30 min of down time before it all started again. Decided we were going to bed where I fought with her again and once she was almost asleep her sister started crying and I had to go feed her and start all over again. If I wake up the same way tomorrow I may decide to just not get up. Today is one of those days that I have to search for the things that didn't totally fucking suck and play them over and over in my head to reassure me I'm not a total joke as a parent.