It’s hard to get out of bed

My house has been trashed so bad and my laundry was so piled up because I can barely get out of bed. Depression is killing me and I am so fucking exhausted and just want to scream and hit something (like a punching bag to let things out I don’t have a violent streak just a need to get some stuff out)

So I forced myself because my house stunk. I would get so overwhelmed that I told myself I’d do one thing a day and started with the dishes and have kept that done and swept and mopped the kitchen and cleaned the counters and and then I started laundry and did all the laundry today and I wanted to clean my bathroom and vacuum today but that didn’t happen and I want to cry. Im frustrated because the things that should be easy are so fucking difficult and I hate myself for it. I am so fucking tired of this and want to snap out of it but I can’t. I am so tired of being this tired! God I am so tired!! Physically and mentally and no amount of sleep changes that.