Ectopic pregnancy :( I’m out

Well... turns out my September baby was ectopic. I had extreme back pain and cramping pretty much ever since I found out I was expecting. I posted that I didn’t remember this much pain with my first baby, and turns out I was right. My beta levels were so low and weren’t doubling like normal.. then the bleeding started. Now I’m sitting in recovery after they have taken out my Fallopian tube and I’m devastated 😰 it’s so hard when no one really knew I was pregnant yet.... I wish you ladies all best ❤️ this would have been my second baby. To all the first time mommies, you got this! Trust to your gut, get as much sleep as you can and enjoy all the amazing baby snuggles that are coming your way! Xo