Craziest thing ever!!! Still pregnant with my Angel baby 🥺

So me and my boyfriend went for our first ultrasound Jan 9th and found out our baby had no heartbeat. I was having a missed miscarriage. Well with all the emotions going on from the news. We ended up going with the pills. So that Friday we inserted them... the cramps began about an hour later. It wasn’t until Saturday afternoon when I went to the bathroom and a lot of stuff came rushing out. Leading me to think I passed the baby. Fast forward. I go for my follow up appointment on the 16th and it’s a different doctor and all he does is tell me he’s not going to put me through another ultrasound and tells me to go get my blood work and I was good to go. Strange to me but I was told being that the 1st miscarriage during a 1st pregnancy is common this could be normal... well yesterday Jan 23rd after a week of cramps and pain and no assistance from the installation where I am, I went to the ER. My boyfriend and I was there for 2 hours before we got the news that I was still carrying the fetus and the pills didn’t work. I’m mad, sad, and confused. Never thought I would feel like the military doctors didn’t take me serious. So now I’m back in pain... reliving that moment on the 9th and having to go through today hoping I get a D&C... I just don’t understand how ppl can think everyone’s miscarriage is the same and can be handle carelessly.... I’m so scared to get pregnant again after this! 😢😢😢