I'm to scared to leave the house & do things. Its killing me.

My LO is 14 weeks.

Since hes been born I've been to scared to leave the house and do anything with him (alone & with Hubby)

I have so much anxiety about all the bad stuff that could happen.

Someone snatching him from me

Someone highjacking the car while he & I are in it

My LO getting sick and so on ...

I live in South Africa, a child goes missing every 5 hours and the abuse against women and children arw always on the news and the constant news of the high crime rate we live in and how these people dont care for another human they will kill you and your baby in an instant just for your cellphone.

Before LO I was out all the time, living life and doing things, I knew of these dangers but I didn't let it stop me, but now.... now I'm just to scared in fear of something happening. I've been stuck indoors in my home for weeks .. alone .. bored and sad. I'm just so scared to even go to the mall with him to get out.

I love my LO but I hate my life right now.