Listen i understand and hear my husband whne he has concerns about having a fourth.

However i dont want to wait to long and I dont want to regret not having my fourth kid. I also do not want to resent him for it. I am trying so hard to be ok and understand that we both have opinions. But i realllyy want a fourth baby. Its hust friggen nagging at me like this is what i was meant to do. Is have four kids and just be there and support them and show up for them.

This is one the hardest things I have had to do. Its not just me and my wants its him to.😭😭😭😭 but man I wish he would change his mind!