I just found out the man I’m in love with sleep with another girl. I was actually cool with shorty ... I am like so broken right now. I can’t even sleep. My dreams are trying to piece images and damn near movies of them together. And it’s doesn’t help that I’m on my period so I’m just feeling it all at once bro. I swear I wasn’t going to cry this year and I was doing sooo good! But after I heard about Kobe’s death and took a nap I woke up in I black hole of emotions. I’m basically traumatize.