TRIGGER WARNING SELF HARM ⚠️

I used to self harm a lot so i have scars all over my belly, arms, thighs, they are very raised but white so it’s obvious i haven’t in forever (5 years) I am so worried about going into my first appointment and them seeing my scars and judging me or them being uncomfortable about it. Has anyone been in the same boat as me that could help me feel less worried about this?