I hate my job.

I needed a place to vent other than with my husband.

I work from home, which Has been very convenient. However, I hate my job. I recruit healthcare professionals for a large hospital organization in my area and I find it to be EXTREMELY boring and unsatisfying. I have a nanny that comes to my house during the day so I can work in our office and I swear I am constantly distracted and find it so hard to actually apply myself and do any work. I just don’t find it exciting and I can’t get myself to engage in what I’m supposed to be doing. I’ve felt like this in the past but not as much as I feel it now that I’m a mother.

I would LOVE to be a SAHM but we just can’t afford it. And probably never will which tears me apart. I HAVE to work to make ends meet and I hate what I do. I would consider finding a new job but nothing will pay me almost $100k annually AND allow me to work from home full time.

I am just stuck. 😖