Am I the only one?

I feel like I’m the only one who feels this way. But I do not like the toddler phase at all. And I’m barely in it. I don’t look forward to my day with my son. It’s tantrums and throwing crap all day long. Refusing to sleep at night or take a nap during the day. I felt like he used to be pretty easy. He’s so active. He has to climb and touch everything and I just don’t enjoy going out with him. It makes things so much more difficult. He has the attention span of a gnat and I’m slowly loosing my mind. We had a funeral and he kept trying to run through the graveyard and towards the pond. It was embarrassing. I felt like I kept getting stares from people. Then he was fighting me so bad when I was putting him in his car seat to leave. Like tantrum, arching his back, turning red in the face. I’m mentally drained every day. I’m starting to think I’m crazy for wanting another baby. My patience is so thin with the one I have now. I’m just really struggling and not enjoying this phase and I feel like I’m the only one