Adulthood.

I turned 18 last April and I still feel like a kid. I still enjoy going to arcades with my best friends, dancing around my house (and my dorm lol) and staying up late playing board games with my little sister (when I’m home). My point is, why do I still enjoy doing all these childish things even though I’m “grown up”? Will I ever feel like an actual adult? When did you start feeling like an adult? University has definitely made me more independent, and at times I do feel grown up but most of the time I feel like a kid. Lol growing up is complicated