Idk why but I feel so alone in this even though I know other people lose babys to ttts to mabey its because its almost their first supposed to be birthday mabey its because I could have thrown then the best bam first birthday party ever complete with a bouncy house and goodie bags. It pisses me off that there gone and I have no pictures of them or how I want them back so bad. Idk but this has been horrible.