So super irritated!

I feel like maybe I missed it. And that’s super frustrating. Started testing the day after i was a whole day with no bleeding. Or maybe my MomMed tests just aren’t great. Ordered some easy@homes but they won’t be here until Tuesday. I see everyone else’s opks and you can clearly see a progression. Mine are all over the place with still no positives. Just needed to vent I suppose and maybe hear from some who are more experienced with taking opks. Fifth cycle trying after weird periods. Doctors did internal and external ultrasounds and found nothing wrong. The difference this month is I’m drinking pink stork fertility tea as of the 20th, so the most recent cd 1. It has drastically shortened length of bleeding and cramping and also amount of acne, so it sure does sound like it’s been a hormone issue and this tea is helping. These tests are the closest I’ve came in the last five months to a positive.

I just want to be able to ovulate on my own without prescriptions. Stopped the combination pill in august. Have had way more CM this cycle than any of the others as well. What seemed like ewcm on cd 9. Should I just assumed that’s when I ovulated?

I’m just so lost.