Depressing relationship

TailerAnn

Currently 38 weeks pregnant and asked my fiance for time together tonight because he is stuck in the routine of come home, shower, eat, watch tv and play video games, and go to bed. Also said we could have sex because we never do and have maybe once a month if I ask for it since we moved in together(before we tried getting pregnant) but we still snuggled all the time. He gets mad if I say something that makes him feel bad about it but its literally at the point where its effecting my self esteem. He agreed to snuggling in bed and having sex and just spending the evening the 2 of us looking at wedding stuff and talking. Welp he is watching tv out on the couch and Im in bed. He did throw his back out at work but the fact that it is something every time he says we can cuddle or have sex gets annoying. Im done asking for any sort of affection from him because every time I do he "has a throbbing head ache" his "stomach hurts" or something without fail. Every time I bring it up when i get upset he says he will work on it but then nothing changes. Before we lived together we snuggled all the time and he couldnt keep his hands off of me. Now I have to practically beg for him to lay with me and snuggle me for 10 minutes every once in a while. He always says it has nothing to do with me but how does it not when my own fiance wont even touch me. When it comes to sex he says he will go see a doctor about no sex drive but then does nothing proactive towards finding a doctor and then blames me for not reminding him. I really love him but I dont know of I can keep doing this. I feel like Im going to end up with really bad post partum depression because Ive had issues with depression previously. Currently just want my baby girl here. I want to hold her and see her face. Could go into labor at any moment already progressing and on the verge of active labor but induction set for 39 weeks if she isnt here yet.