I lost my daughter Father’s Day 2019, she was born early at 30wks June 3rd. She weighed 3lbs9oz I remember when she was born, the doctors did everything they could to keep her inside but she was ready to enter the world. She was born at 5:20am I couldn’t believe I had given birth to my tiny child who had cried so sweet. Those cries were music to my ears when I first heard her. Two weeks later, Friday the 14 I got a phone call saying she had an x-ray and it showed she had a devastating disease, Necrotizing Enterocolitis. She passed 3:44am in my arms June 16,2019, Father’s Day. 💔 I don’t think we will ever celebrate Father’s Day again. We have two little boys but it wouldn’t feel the same to me. 7 months later January 25, I found out I’m expecting my rainbow baby. And as I sit here I’m just now realizing how much it hurts for me to be pregnant again after losing my sweet Leila. 😭😭😭 Maybe it was God’s plan and I do not question him but some day I may found out why it would happen to me... In two days she will be 8 months old 😭 I miss my daughter so much more than anyone could ever know. If this is a girl I don’t know how I would react and feel....