A year after losing our peanut... I’m still depressed, he still doesn’t understand, we are still waiting for our rainbow after the storm, and I’m unsure as to wether we’ve become closer or farther apart. Not sure what the future holds but I’m holding on to hope. I have faith that one day our peanut will hand pick his/her little brother or sister for us. I’m not getting any younger and trying to stay positive is getting tougher by the day yet i know God has a plan for me and my crazy little family. So when you say your prayers, please add us to your prayer list please.