heartbroken

7 days late, didn't want to test because I don't think we BDd at the right time.. I've had some symptoms but I'm guessing they were side effects of Metformin.. lots of cramps for a week and then they stopped, I'm breaking out everywhere and I never break out, dizziness, indigestion, and I get feverish at night.. got two BFNs today :(

I've got family over and I don't want anyone to know because I'll probably burst out crying, but it's such a heartbreaking feeling.. I really felt so different this month