i just had lunch with my ex.. we didn’t mean to, we happened to be at the same place at the same time in a city with a pretty big population, it felt right so i said hi and he asked if he could sit with me and as the idiot i was i smiled and gestured to the seat in front of me, i miss him.. i wanted nothing more for him to give me a big hug and tell me that he missed me but he doesn’t.. it’s been almost 5 months and i’m still heart broken... i switched schools because i couldn’t see him without breaking down... i don’t know what to do i thought typing this would make me feel better but it’s not...