Something I wrote...kinda proud (TW: Sexual assault)

The tension in the air thickens

We make eye contact

You smile at me

My body is no longer mine

You make me feel safe

You tell me you're not like the others

You tell me I can trust you

My body is no longer mine

You grab my waist

You pull my hair

You pin me to the ground

My body is no longer mine

I scream and kick with all my strength

You put your hand over my mouth and hold me tighter

You tell me it will be easier if I don't struggle

My body is no longer mine

You fill my mouth

I choke

I cannot breathe

My body is no longer mine

You laugh

My muscles ache

You feel me lose hope

My body is no longer mine

You leave my mouth

My body relaxes

You're not done with me yet

My body is no longer mine

You force yourself inside of me

A hot pain burns throughout my insides

My body protests

My body is no longer mine

I surrender

I leave my body

I lie there underneath you, dead

My body is no longer mine

Soon everyone hears

The crowd cheers for you

You finally got me to spread my legs for you

My body is no longer mine

I hear whispers

Judgment fills the room

I'm a filthy whore

My body will never be mine again