I don't know where to start but I will give it a try.

Me and partner have been together for almost 3 yrs. Living together for the last 2. We recently lost are daughter at 18 weeks in October due incompetent cervix. I lost my job over it. Honestly haven't been wanting to go back. Due to PP depression as well as other healthy issues I've had sense. Kidney infection, ruptured large cyst and infection in my jaw. Making it impossible for me to eat. This has all be with in the last 2 weeks. On the first we got a letter from are landlord informing us that they are not renewing are least and we have tell the 29th to move. In January my partner lost his job. Due to something I believe wasn't his fault. There was miscommunication between him and his supervisor. He ultimately walked a way after 10yrs of working for them. He made great money. Had he still be working moving wouldn't be an issue but he's still currently out of a job.

Honestly, im starting to feel like even if we found a place without current work history/ proof of employment we won't be able to get a place. Plus poor credit could be an issue as well. I don't have good credit due to choices I made when I was 18. My BF filed bankruptcy in September 2019. So he still rebuilding his. I feel like there is literally nothing we can so to stay together. Obviously I am looking for work and so is he. However I'm worried we are going to separate. This kills me more then losing my home. He will go to his moms. Taking are only car. And I will be on my sister's couch. I'm terrified it will end are relationship. He tells me everything will work out and that we will get a place. I just wish he knew how terrified that he will be happier without me. I don't know what to do. Besides cry. 😭