I’m a stay at home mom and I’m starting to feel depressed I feel as if my days are so routine I have a 4 year old and 3 month old and the 4 year old keeps me awake all night long she just recently started to do this not sleeping at night thing she wakes me up about 100 times at night for small things like water and for me to cover her up even tho I did 100 times already but she throws fits and cries she won’t go sleep till about 4 Am yes she’s has a sleep routine shower and bed by 930 10 at the latest I get no sleep all night between her fits and waking up to feed my 3 month old then the day begans for me at 9 am when my 4 year old wakes up and throws more fits I feel very depressed I feel as if all I do all day is clean messes and have a headache all day long maybe I’m depressed because lack of sleep at night I feel sad and lonely I only get to talk to someone when my husband comes home from work at the end of the day I have no one to help me with the kids my daughter won’t want to stay at my mother in laws long and my mom works a lot so I don’t have anyone to watch her while I get a break . I don’t kno what to do have any stay at home moms felt depressed what can I do ?