Bummed about baby shower

Ra

I’m feeling kinda bummed about my baby shower coming up on Saturday. I wanted something intimate and only invited 17 people in total. All of these people I’m close with and thought for sure would come, but as of today at least 4 aren’t coming. We rented a cute space that is also catering and we paid $400 for it. I feel like it’s a waste of money since at most there’s going to be 14 people attending (including myself). I also feel kind of embarrassed for having such a small thing now. Idk why. 😢 Now I just wish I would have not had a shower in the first pace and saved the money because it feels like a waste.