I was really convinced this time.. I thought I was pregnant, but here we are 2 days early. I feel so sad.. it’s not like we’re actively trying, it’s more of a “if it happens it happens” type of thing but damn it.. I wanted it so bad.. I had so many different symptoms and just this overwhelming feeling that something was different.. why am I so completely heart broken?.. it’s not like now would even be a good time, I just.. I really don’t understand why i feel this way..