I have been dealing with HPV and cervical dysplasia along with chronic cervicitis and BV for nearly 2 years now. As a result I have now developed sex aversion. I have no libido and my sexual relationship with my partner is non existant. He's very supportive and never tries to force anything. He cares deeply about my mental as well as physical health and tries to help me with this.

I just want to know if any of you have gone through this. I used to love sex prior to being diagnosed with HPV and cervical dysplasia, and my partner and I used to be intimate a lot every day. Now the thought of it sends chills down my spine. I have tried to make myself do it sometimes and I ended up crying and my partner obviously stopped and just comforted me. I just feel emotionally overwhelmed. I want to heal, have children in the near future and be able to reconnect with my soon to be husband. How can I do this? Has anyone here been traumatized by this whole HPV thing as well as procedures to the point where sex has become a fear? I feel alone with these feelings.