I don't ever post shit but today.. TODAY I BECOME A SINGLE MOTHER FOR THE SECOND TIME... My boyfriend and me have everything in common and we were going to get married next year I am 36 weeks pregnant with a toddler and once I got pregnant he started going out more and drinking I found escort websites on his phone and he said he was just fucked up on cocoain... something NEW. AND he has text now and a weird number saved in his contacts so I call it and it's a girl named Maya same name as his daughter... Anyways I AM DONE I LOVE THIS MAN BUT I LOVE MYSELF MORE I LOVE MY CHILDREN MORE and I deserve better I know I will be okay.. I will thrive me and my 2 sons will be happy even better. I will lose the baby weight I will take them too playdates and not let my anxiety and depression get a hold of me I know this is hard and will be a TRYING experience but I've done it before and I can do it again.