Ladies I need some help. Or I guess like input. What would you do if you were me. My fiancé is moving, to Texas.. for a job. He’s left 5 times in the last 3 years. Two of which I went with. But after the second I just was over it because we always end up back home, then having to start all over, finding a place to live getting jobs again and just starting from rock bottom. Well now, I’m 19weeks pregnant and he’s leaving. I’m so mad at him like livid. How how could you do this? There are plenty of jobs here where you can make decent money but he’s so dead set on going I can’t do anything to change his mind. And he’s mad at me that I won’t go. I’m so fed up with it to the point where honestly my heart had been hurt so many times from the endless leaving I just feel the need to let go of it all: but it makes me physically sick to even think about that. But there just so much going on I just can’t do this. Am I being selfish? Should I rearrange life and go? Leaving my entire family. Should I stay and hope it works out knowing his missing out on our first born daughters evolvements. Ultrasounds, crazy movements in mommas belly, shopping for the nursery, god forbid something happens and he misses her birth. But once I give birth he’s leaving again? I’m at a loss. I’m so heart broken and upset I just I can’t handle this stress.

Sorry for the long post.. 😭