I feel lost and alone. I think my spouse doesnt listen to what bothers me. Mostly every topic. We lost connection. I wanted a baby. He dis too. Now I'm to old. We are. Blended family and it's hard. Any advice? I'm highly sexual.and he isn't. I want to raise his kids but I'm fighting him and his mom on how they eat properly. I feel like when we make decisions s we have to do it separately for our kids. I'm rambling. Idk

Not happy anyways....