My baby is 7 months old, and I am near tears almost every night because of how happy I am that I have her.

I had another baby almost 2 years ago but she passed away because I was only 18 weeks pregnant.

Because of the previous loss (and technically still being a first time mom) I’m super paranoid and scared of losing my 7 month old.

Its just her and I in the house and she slept in my bed until recently (cause shes more active and wants to dive off the bed now) so now she sleeps in her pack n play in my room or she sleeps in her crib in her room.

No matter where she sleeps I check on her a couple times and sometimes come close to tears or even start crying because of how much I love her and how much I don’t want to lose her.